Wednesday, July 28, 2010

wsw #23.

+ not being able to trust someone.
+ not being able to trust yourself.
+ wishing it was you instead.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

wsw #22.

+ staying up too late and getting a third or fourth wind that you didn't want to reach.
+ taking a sleeping pill that doesn't so much help you sleep soundly through the nite as it does make you unbelievably groggy when it's time to be alive.
+ when people are paying you in cash at a register, you hold out your hand for the change, but the customer puts it on the counter instead. that just really bugs me.
+ that "freaks and geeks" only went to 18 episodes. and i just made it to the end.
+ feeling like you don't live enough sometimes.
+ this feeling i have in the pit of my stomach.
+ saying sometime that might have hurt someone else's feelings and not being able to take it back.
+ getting an answer you didn't want to here.
+ when things end too soon. or too soon for your liking, anyway.
+ feeling like you're just not ever going to be someone's first choice. it may not be true, but feeling like it sure sucks.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

wsw #21.

+ when your grandparents get old, and they sometimes get hurt.


+ not hearing from you. it really sucks. i don't get it. i know you're still over there on the other side. i worry and it hurts. i don't fucking get it. just fucking say something. anything.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

wsw #20.

+ forgetting to make phone calls or open letters in a timely fashion that may now have repercussions for being late... and your mother persistantly reminding you to stop forgetting.
+ feeling lethargic.
+ never having anough time in the day.
+ feeling tired, on the verge of sleep, then getting a second wind about the time you really should actually be trying to sleep.
+ plans never really going as you anticipated. not necessarily awry, just not quite right.
+ when tattoos reach the itchy phase.
+ mosquito bites. all over. it's disgusting.
+ never really knowing someone's true intentions. especially when people you don't talk much to anymore decide they want to meet up for a chat about one in the morning. (?) why aren't people just upfront about what they want from you? it seem that would really be much easier.
+ when one of your favorite people to work with decides to leave. that really sucks.